Peter & Lesha Online

So this has been a really hard birthday for me, I think I have been crying since last week sometime. I just don't want Carson to get bigger, he is totally like my best friend, he loves me so much and wants to be where ever I am and be doing whatever I am doing. This can get annoying but when I think back, I know there is no one else who loves me as much as him. He is so kind to his family and friends and he is so helpful with me with his sister. I love watching him play today we went to toddler time at blodel park and I loved watching him share and run around and play. He is sleeping in his race car bed now and I have to say I am more sad than happy, I miss cuddling him so much that I was so happy when he had a fever this weekend cause I let him in our bed again:) He is such a good kid and I am so thankful for his love and smiles. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Carson (next week)